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Projection experiments

Today was an important day in the development of my performance. From early discussions, I knew I wanted to use a projection of myself, however felt apprehensive as to whether it would work. From trials in the studio we experimented with different places and ways of projecting my image. We first projected straight onto the glass window which worked well, however would limit my performance space as the image was fixed to the glass, minimizing the ways in which I could interact with it. We then moved the image onto  a white sheet which could be hung from the grid.

 

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(Taken by myself, 06.05.14)

The final effect would of course be more complete with the cloth stretched and hung from above and the projection scaled to size. This would allow me to interact with the projection much more freely. Now I know the projection works, I can finalize my script and film the finished projection.

Inspiration

This morning I stumbled upon a quote which perfectly sums up my thoughts and feelings which drove the idea for my solo performance. I am unsure as to who wrote the quote, but am considering using it in my piece as it perfectly describes my own personal struggle between my public and private self and is also something I believe many others would relate with as well.

 

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Works Cited

Wisdom Team (2012) A Lifetime of Wisdom [online] Available from http://alifetimeofwisdom.com/self-respect/you-dont-really-know-me/ [Accessed 25 May 2014].

Decoration of the Public Self

For my performance, I intend there to be a vast difference in the presentation of the public self outside Studio 1 and the private self inside the performance space. To create the juxtaposing atmosphere between the two selves I have been looking into different ways to decorate the public space. Today I went to Dunelm Mills to explore the possibilities of fabrics for the curtains which I will use at the start of the performance. I was drawn to the artist Pierre et Gilles whose extravagant art is the inspiration behind the kind of design I want for my screen.

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The extravagant  flowers and butterflies in this image reflect the kind of design which would be perfect for a screen. I want a design which is beautiful and encompassing of the happy, bubbly personality of my public self. I struggled to find something of the same extravagance, however found some prints which could work. The following fabrics include flower and strawberry designs.

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 (Fabrics, taken by myself. 17/04/2014)

 

Next I will need to research more designs and measure the space to see how much material I need. To further decorate the space I will add brightly coloured throws and cushions for the audience to sit on, fresh flowers and flower petals, fairy lights and personal soft toys which will give the space a cosy yet positive vibe.

 

 

Works Cited

[online] Available from: http://www.pinterest.com/chewie101/alice-in-wonderland/ [accessed 17/04/2014]

The tulips are too red

Through discussions in class, I was introduced to the American poet Sylvia Plath whose work famously talks of her depression and attempted suicide. She turned the tragedy of her pain into beauty through the words of her work. Her work is a real inspiration for me when trying to create my own poems which will be spoken in my performance. Here is an extract from one of her poems, Tulips.

The tulips are too red in the first place, they hurt me.
Even through the gift paper I could hear them breathe
Lightly, through their white swaddlings, like an awful baby.
Their redness talks to my wound, it corresponds.
They are subtle : they seem to float, though they weigh me down,
Upsetting me with their sudden tongues and their color,
A dozen red lead sinkers round my neck.

 

Nobody watched me before, now I am watched.
The tulips turn to me, and the window behind me
Where once a day the light slowly widens and slowly thins,
And I see myself, flat, ridiculous, a cut-paper shadow
Between the eye of the sun and the eyes of the tulips,
And I have no face, I have wanted to efface myself.
The vivid tulips eat my oxygen.

 

Before they came the air was calm enough,
Coming and going, breath by breath, without any fuss.
Then the tulips filled it up like a loud noise.
Now the air snags and eddies round them the way a river
Snags and eddies round a sunken rust-red engine.
They concentrate my attention, that was happy
Playing and resting without committing itself.

 

The walls, also, seem to be warming themselves.
The tulips should be behind bars like dangerous animals;
They are opening like the mouth of some great African cat,
And I am aware of my heart: it opens and closes
Its bowl of red blooms out of sheer love of me.
The water I taste is warm and salt, like the sea,
And comes from a country far away as health.
(Poetry Foundation, 2014)

 

I have also read extracts from her novel, The Bell Jar, and a particular section jumped out at me. The words beautifully explained how I often feel when overtaken by depression and I knew I would have to include them into my performance.

I guess I should have been excited the way most of the other girls were, but I couldn’t get myself to react. I felt very still and very empty, the way the eye of a tornado must feel, moving dully along in the middle of the surrounding hullabaloo.  (Plath, 2003, p.4)

 

Works Cited
Plath, Sylvia (2004) The Bell Jar. England: Harper Large Print.
Poetry Foundation (2014) [online] Chicago: Available from http://www.poetryfoundation.org/poem/178974 [Accessed 15 March 2014].

Laurie Anderson

Born in 1947, Laurie Anderson is a multi talented performer, describing herself as visual artist, composer, poet, photographer, filmmaker, electronics whiz, vocalist, and instrumentalist. She is one of America’s most renowned, inventive pioneers. She is best known for her multimedia presentations and innovative use of technology. She has toured the United States and internationally with performances ranging from simple spoken word to large multimedia events. She creates art defined not by genre but by inspiration and technology. This approach to her work results in performances which are vast in style whilst in keeping with her desires for exploring the disjointed and mesmerizing world we live in.The story is the focus for Anderson and her genre-defying works for the stage blend together the use of sound and movement, image and spoken word in immersive, dreamlike productions. Sound and music is one of her most iconic features, particularly the use of violin, as Anderson states “for me the violin is the perfect alter ego. It’s the instrument closest to the human voice, the human female voice” (2000, p77). Her image is often associated with the violin as if she and the violin are inseparable. To create new sounds she has made many modifications to the violin she plays including installing a speaker inside the violin, filling it with water and even burning it.

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Laurie Anderson returns to Santa Barbara, Lucie Jansch, (2012)

United States is one of her biggest pieces which she started writing in 1979 at a time when she was spending a lot of time out of America due to performances in Europe. It was eventually performed in 1983. The performance was created in response to her friends, who asked how she could live in a high tech cultural wasteland like America. United States is a compilation of material from over a decade of songs, texts, images, film footage all sliced together in an eight hour production. It covered themes such as transportation, politics, money and love. Her song, O superman, which was a hit in the charts, was at the heart of the show and was wrote as an appeal for help against the manipulation of the controlling media culture. When she performed this song, her left arm created a giant shadow projection on the screen behind her whilst she played the keyboard with her other hand.

Three of her solo performances turned into a trilogy of work. The trilogy included Happiness, The End of the Moon and Dirtday.

Happiness, was a 100 minute monologue which consisted of precision story telling which was mostly autobiographical with some of her poetic lyrics woven in which discussed themes such as hatred so the title was quite ironic. She reads short anecdotes about her life and observations from the past year. She was interested in the use of silence and researched into this through physical experiences living with an armish family and visiting a group of silent Buddists as they sail down the river of Utah. She links her interest of silence to the multimedia usage in her work as there is a difference between human silence and technological silence. Happiness enables the audience to learn more about Laurie as a person but consequently tells us a lot about ourselves.  This was one of her most personal pieces told through a balance of speech and song. In 2002, Anderson was appointed the first artist-in-residence of NASA out of which she developed her solo performance “The End of the Moon” which premiered in 2004 and toured internationally through 2006. Her idea for Dirtday originally started as a music based piece with the exploration of her violin. Considering all the modifications she has made to her violins, she wanted to fully explore its capabilites and possiblities. Throughout her devising process however, other sounds and words were added and the violin then supported the stories instead. Laurie started out with political themes, then the stories kind of veered off into different theories of evolution and ideas about why we dream, which nobody actually knows. Laurie said she “found it so incredible that you spend a third of your life dreaming, and nobody knows what you’re doing or why you’re doing it”(Vitoschnabel, 2012). Again her work returns to such themes as religion, politics and the human condition.

Anderson’s words and lyrics are very powerful in her performances alongside the images she uses as part of her performances. In a quote by Anderson she states,” One of my jobs as an artist is to make contact with the audience and it has to be immediate” (Anderson in Goldberg, 2000, p.11). Rather than shocking her audiences as would have been done in previous tactics of live art, she instead adopts a more subtle approach to change and influence their minds. In United States for example, she projected thousands of images along with streams of words some of which were sung. Anderson makes comments on big issues for her country and the world through her performances, as Anderson states, “But my goal as an artist isn’t to change the world. My goal is to describe it” (Anderson, 2012).

-Below is a link to my presentation on Anderson-

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Anderson’s mixture of speech, song and multi-media is something which has really interested and influenced me and I hope to include as a structure for my own solo performance.

Works Cited

Anderson, L (2012) Q&A with Laurie Anderson [interview online] VITO SCHNABEL. Available from http://vitoschnabel.com/articles/qa-with-laurie-anderson Interviewed by Mark Baumgarten, 27th September.

Goldberg, Roselee (2000) Laurie Anderson Harry N. Abrams: United States